random~

miss my family so much...

been stucked in the hostel for one week holiday...

cause my dear dear is having his "OPEHA"...

cant be helped then... ><

be his cooking maid now... lolz... cheering and praying hard for him so that he could get good results...

miss my parents and family as usual...

what can i do?

hope that i can finish my second sem successfully and go back early to meet them...

especially ha babe...

wonder will he still remember me or not...

if he dont then i will be very sad... ><

started my guitar lessons here with yunn min...

oh my... she is so cute and pretty... she is a strong girl...

haha...

hmm... wonder if life here made me "lembik" d...

i am not that "strong" anymore...

my dear dear said i should be more independent...

wonder what will he think when he saw me last time but not now...

haha...

the girl who is exclusively stubborn and independent...

who is so fierce...

and strong...

being a leader last time made me a girl like that...

but ever since i am here...

doing nothing...

i turn soft...

oh my god... thats not good... lolz...

i feel so weak now...

and i wonder why....

cant join paramed cause dear dear is the head...

others will said a lot of things behind our back...

since i chose him i have to give up being a member then...

but i will never give up being a first aider...

cause once a first aider always a first aider...

nt gonna let my knowledge gone wasted like that... =p

wanna play piano so badly...

was considering whether i should go back and work during summer...

to earn money for buying a keyboard and bring here... but will it be a hectic case then?

was wondering that nw...

wanna buy a guitar also...

hmm

thinking thinking thinking........