to my family....

to my dearest family :

its been more than 2 months since i reached here already...

and i really do miss u all so much...

i had homesick since the very first day i reached here...

cant stop crying...

these cause some misunderstanding amongst my seniors...

most of them thought that i was rude and arrogant because i didnt talk much...

and i sincerely apologize if they do think that way...

and i was too lazy to clear that misunderstanding off...

mummy... i miss you so much... the day i went to the park during autumn...

i saw a mother holding her daughter's hand...

it reminds me more of you and tears started dropping...

daddy... every sms from you makes me miss you even badly...

i know that you guys love me very much.... and of course i love you guys too...

thanks for raising me up for these 19 years....

i am proud to be your daughter, daddy and mummy...

i love you guys...

i miss ha babe a lot....

wonder if he missed me too....

and theodore... though she always "cari gaduh"

but still she is my adorable sister...

i miss her very much too..

and my brother... i hope that he did well in his studies...

dear parent, please be patient with them as they are not so tough when dealing with problems...

especially the up and down in lifes...

they are still weak to walk on their own feet...

i hope that you guys can give them more guidance, caring and love...

i hope that you guys can do my part for me also...

as i failed to do as a sister since i am not by their side...

and dear sister and brother, i am sorry that for your following birthdays...

for 6 years... approximately... i wont be able to celebrate with you guys...

i hope that you guys do understand and i am sorry that i wont be able to stay by your side when you guys need me most...

as i am far away from home...

be sure that you guys toughen yourself up...

when you fall down, make sure that you stand back up...

dont make daddy and mummy worry....

please do take care of daddy and mummy in my place too as they are getting old...

they need your attention too...

please dont ignore their advice and listen to them whenever they need you to...

please dont make them worry and do be a good girl and good boy....

and at last....

dear family, i will be back whenever i can...

i promise that i will try my best here..

i know that i am lazy but i will try my best to force myself to study hard...

at least, i promise that i will graduate and make you guys proud of me...

thank you my dear family for always being there by my side...

i love you~