matrioshka market...

today went to matrioshka market with kelly, see toh, wye kitt...
its very fun to shop today...
lots of stuff to see...
quite expensive though...
they said it will be much cheaper on wed...
T.T i missed the day....
oh well... i bought a lot of souvenirs... that makes me quite happy though...
nt much but at least i bought sth ^^
going to buy more again next year o...
hehe... thx wye kitt and kelly

home...

so nostalgic to hear this song...
but i seriously wanna go home....
hehe...

outing today...

today i went to вднx with raymond and kathrine they all...
its very fun... and somehow... i forgot hw to cycle alr......
T.T.... i feel so stupid out of sudden...
oh my, oh my...
wasted most of raymond's precious time.... >.<
after that we went to babylon... to shop... and eat dinner...
initially we plan to go back and eat with chai...
but somehow we are way too late already... since its like that then we eat in babylon...
texas chicken... nt bad...
but then we eat quite late lo... until the whole mall closing d... haha...
then saw wye kit and kelly... so sweet... then i start missing him again...
haiz.... i wonder if he will still bring me to this park again ka....
i wanna hav some fun and happy memories with him...
but somehow he is way too lazy to go out...
and way to bz to choi me....
i duno what to do la...
sometimes he just put me aside or ask someone to take care of me...
i wonder... am i still consider as his gf ka?
at first when we start dating... its so sweet... and then everything start turning so cold...
he dun choi me most of the time... only with the psp in hands....
he will keep playing games without bothering me anymore...
what to do.... haizzzzzzzzz.

爱情

爱情的魔力真的是好奇妙。。。

她可以将一个普通的女孩摇身一变乘气质不凡的女人。。。

她可以将一个人的坏脾气收敛。。。

看着身边的女孩得到的仅是一个心上人的拥抱却可以让她开心一整天。。。

看不见心上人就忧愁。。。。

爱，真的可以改变一个人。。。。

i miss u so badly nw...

T.T
haiz.... today my bf went back to malaysia with two of his batchmates already...
found out that... we hav been too comfortable with each other..
nw without him... i feel so empty... i lose directions and i dont knw what to do...
i feel like crying like an abandoned kid....
thats all i feel like doing whenever i am walking down the path to his room...
realising that he was nt there anymore... haiz... i wanna go back with him so badly...
i feel so lonely here... dont knw why....
dear.... i miss u T^T

random...

was reading some friends' blogs as my boyfriend was busy packing here and >< i am waiting for my DINNER... T.T
saw sth interesting... i forgot how long i used to be positive for things for that short moment in my life...
nw i thought of him... i knew that some people might having some "traditional" thoughts in mind...
thinking that "yer, this girl got bf d yet she still thinking and missing someother guy"....
what i can say is... i am loyal enough to my bf if u wanna say... i am to each and everyone of my ex...
no more no less... though i can not admit that he was special to me...
for my closest friends i think u will knw that who is the one that i am talking abt...
during my most depressed time... he is the only one who could pull me back up on my feet...
he was the only one that will remain special for me no matter what happens...
i LOVED him... so its a pass tense... nt to say i dun love him anymore...
my love for him is just a love for a special friend... thats all...
wonder how is he doing right nw? well... nobody can ever replace him... kinda nostalgic ><

while reading on still on their blog... i noticed that they are seriously positive abt their relationship and they love each other very much... sometimes i've been wondering... is there a forever?
i hope that there is... was trying hard to maintain but somethings like relationship... among two diff kind of ppl.. of course... there will be arguments.... haiz... hopefully that i will get the positiveness back soon...
looking at my bf nw... i just feel like... haizzzzzzzzzzzz................... ^^

“孝”

今天在 facebook 看了一个短片。。。
看着看着， 鼻头开始酸了。。。
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VZhJqhXpEio&feature=share
人啊， 只顾自己的感受却忽略了别人的感受。。。
尤其是养育自己的父母。。。
“孝”， 是我们这些自私的人类所容易忘记的字。。。
纵使身受教育也未能执行所被授予的知识。。。。
我们都知道“孝”是什么， 但是我们也该自问有否尽过孝道。。。。