saw sth interesting... i forgot how long i used to be positive for things for that short moment in my life...
nw i thought of him... i knew that some people might having some "traditional" thoughts in mind...
thinking that "yer, this girl got bf d yet she still thinking and missing someother guy"....
what i can say is... i am loyal enough to my bf if u wanna say... i am to each and everyone of my ex...
no more no less... though i can not admit that he was special to me...
for my closest friends i think u will knw that who is the one that i am talking abt...
during my most depressed time... he is the only one who could pull me back up on my feet...
he was the only one that will remain special for me no matter what happens...
i LOVED him... so its a pass tense... nt to say i dun love him anymore...
my love for him is just a love for a special friend... thats all...
wonder how is he doing right nw? well... nobody can ever replace him... kinda nostalgic ><
while reading on still on their blog... i noticed that they are seriously positive abt their relationship and they love each other very much... sometimes i've been wondering... is there a forever?
i hope that there is... was trying hard to maintain but somethings like relationship... among two diff kind of ppl.. of course... there will be arguments.... haiz... hopefully that i will get the positiveness back soon...
looking at my bf nw... i just feel like... haizzzzzzzzzzzz................... ^^
